{"id":56,"date":"2016-06-15T01:48:29","date_gmt":"2016-06-15T01:48:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bullsullivan.com\/poetry\/?p=56"},"modified":"2016-06-15T02:13:39","modified_gmt":"2016-06-15T02:13:39","slug":"the-last-bite-2016","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bullsullivan.com\/poetry\/2016\/06\/15\/the-last-bite-2016\/","title":{"rendered":"The Last Bite     (2016)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cThe woman whom thou gavest to be with me, she gave me fruit of the tree, and I ate it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>But what fruit it was!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I give woman<br \/>\nfull credit for all the pleasures<br \/>\nof my life.<\/p>\n<p>A special woman, any woman, all the women<br \/>\nall were water running down my mount<br \/>\nshaping and forming the bedrock of my being<br \/>\ncutting sharp deep rills that opened gaping chasms<br \/>\nchurning into canyons wherein<br \/>\nbeside the raging torrents were fertile fields<br \/>\nstrew with cottonwoods and rows of maize<br \/>\nand sweet pink peas climbing trellises<br \/>\nabloom with confederate jasmine.<\/p>\n<p>Before poems became impromptu lyrics<br \/>\nI wrote I was rock<br \/>\nan inchoate metamorphic crust<br \/>\nglittering quartz crystal yet unpolished<br \/>\nstriated banded gneiss<br \/>\nformed by pressure and heat<br \/>\nworn by water and wind<br \/>\nto display an imperfect<br \/>\nglossy polished facet.<\/p>\n<p>I do not believe my equivocation<br \/>\nI was and remain primordial slime<br \/>\nOntogenesis delayed, deferred<br \/>\nnow decrepit.<\/p>\n<p>That puddle that I was<br \/>\nthat god with a small \u201cg\u201d<br \/>\nZoroaster come to be called Zarathustra<br \/>\ncome to be called a Christ<br \/>\ncome to be called sweet names in the night<br \/>\nthat was I.<\/p>\n<p>The slick polished facet was not burnished stone<br \/>\nbut a skim of water on coarse rock reflecting<br \/>\nthe brightening light of awakening female faces.<\/p>\n<p>Countless faces moved by compliment<br \/>\nand tender care to semi-adulation<br \/>\nhosannas to the host<br \/>\nenraptured wisdom danced out with lithe limb<br \/>\na thought of love written in a prophet\u2019s cuneiform<br \/>\nread by willing eyes as a line in our wedding vow<br \/>\nall meaningless chatter to the slime beneath<br \/>\nthe shining reflection of woman\u2019s waking light.<\/p>\n<p>gods, like gneiss, have no ears<br \/>\npores open like mouths and drink in<br \/>\nthe tide of passion\u2019s words<br \/>\nswallowing the waxing flow<br \/>\ntasting the sanguine regeneration<br \/>\nand staining bright ruddy lips<br \/>\nwith life\u2019s crimson color<\/p>\n<p>Who is the god here?<br \/>\nwho entraps with limbic wraps<br \/>\nwho offers plump fruit to share<br \/>\nperfumed vines and jeweled limbs<br \/>\nto snare the imagined divine?<\/p>\n<p>Red is the womb\u2019s color<br \/>\nRed like flowing magma<br \/>\nRed like the jack of hearts<br \/>\nRed like half the colors<br \/>\nof a roulette wheel<br \/>\nRed like rose petals<br \/>\nRed like rubies<br \/>\nRed like my lips on yours<br \/>\nRed like Boleyn\u2019s hair<br \/>\nRed like Lenin\u2019s wife<br \/>\nRed like an Abattoirs\u2019 floor.<\/p>\n<p>Rocks need no anchors<br \/>\ngames of chance no winning odds<br \/>\npaper and scissors have no pay<br \/>\nin the pointless pregnant play.<\/p>\n<p>Altars always bear a god\u2019s cross<br \/>\nYou have won, I have lost<br \/>\nI am drained of color<br \/>\nwashed out without your dawning light<br \/>\nrouge fades to pink, then to ruddy white<br \/>\ngossamer folds of flesh turn to alabaster stone<br \/>\nAll your laughter left is lilting echoes<br \/>\ncareening off bleached bone.<\/p>\n<p>The god becomes his temple<br \/>\nhis women to innocence restored.<\/p>\n<p>None of you ever left me<br \/>\nStill, all of you are gone<br \/>\nYou could have owned Olympus<br \/>\nyou chose the common one.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cThe woman whom thou gavest to be with me, she gave me fruit of the tree, and I ate it.\u201d But what fruit it was! &nbsp; I give woman full credit for all the pleasures of my life. 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