Category Archives: Personal Relationships

So it is written, so it must be…

So she wrote me this, a complete eternity ago, on the back of a “To Get List” Notes page: Dear Bull, I love you. You are my sun, moon and stars.You are the air that I breathe. When I’m with … Continue reading

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Darkness

I’m feeling very dark right now, well, dark for me. I’m not depressed, it’s just that everything has slowed down. I’m taking longer to do usual things, delaying what used to be snap decisions, dithering over simple choices. That’s dark … Continue reading

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Unfriending Facebook

I “unfriended” my best friend on Facebook last week. Actually, she was really my best friend ever, but, well, I was never her best friend ever, and it just got too complicated.  Maybe its true that love and friendship shouldn’t … Continue reading

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Bigger Fish

Baby… Like I was saying on the phone, I am a goddamn genius, you know. Little story… have you even read this far?…Little story, Date: 1973, Martin’s Landing, Roswell Georgia.  My parents had sold their home on Mt.Vernon Road in Sandy … Continue reading

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Self Examination No. 1

I awoke this morning with the same awful feeling in the pit of my stomach that I have grown used to feeling. It’s a tight constricted knot like a fist that has punched my gut and stayed. My head feels light … Continue reading

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The Other Road

“Two Roads diverged in a yellow wood, and sorry I could not travel both and be one traveler… Two roads diverged in a wood,  and I- I took the one less traveled by and that has made all the difference” … Continue reading

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Good Golly, Miss Molly!

Why must revelation come in waves? No sooner is a thing written, than a new truth, be it recollection, be it revelation, springs forth. I realize that I have not lost being with you, I have never been with you. … Continue reading

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Drive by looking…

Have I become a stalker? Am I doomed to live a life controlled by an unconcerned other? Can it be that I am obsessed with the object of my affection, even as she is quite over me? Earlier today, I … Continue reading

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Letters To And From the Bartow County Jail.

Once you abandon God, expect no mercy! It is important to understand that abandonment does not mean disbelief or disavowal, it simply means that you have exercised the gift of the tree of knowledge, free will, to your own purpose. … Continue reading

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About those Letters to and from the Bartow County Jail.

I included no commentary on the letters between TT and I in the Article, Letters to and From the Bartow County Jail, because I feel the letters themselves are self-explanatory. Another post, “She called me Daddy’ written in May 2009 … Continue reading

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